Great loss, great blessing...

One year ago today. Unbelievable. On this day last year, Daddy continued his life with Jesus. He worshiped God in person. And I wondered how I would ever function normally again. But, of course, God has blessed. He has under girded me and folded me in His arms. And I do function. I have a different normal, created and sustained by my Heavenly Father. Today, though it still hurts, I can think of him and realize once again all the blessings from my relationship with him without being overwhelmed by my loss. I still don't like it. Can you be submissive and still a bit disgruntled? Either somehow you can or the Lord is continuing to be gentle and patient with me.....probably the latter. Today we will gather at his grave and miss him and love him and...love mama through this day...